God’s Score

Posted: 13th May 2013 by admin in Uncategorized

The week before last:

  • I received an award for “Outstanding Writer in the Community.”
  • I was invited and paid to attend a meeting with the National Center for Creative Aging.
  • I was invited to have lunch with the founder of the Pabst Charitable Foundation for the Arts.
  • Many people congratulated me for graduating, I was treated to dinner and received gifts.
  • A road-rage driver clipped the front of my car as I entered the left-hand turn lane.  He was behind me and decided to use the turn lane (and the median) to pass me.  I noted his plate number as he sped off and reported the incident as a hit-and-run, even though it only left scrape on my car and I wasn’t injured.
  • The officer said, “Maybe he didn’t know he hit you.  There are no witnesses.  There’s nothing I can do about this.”  I assured the officer that he knew exactly what he was doing, but the officer acted as if the incident were nothing more than my personal, elaborate, grown-up version of tattletale.
  • My boss informed me that the funds are not available to extend my internship at Voxeo when my contract expires next week.
  • A generous donor (and it wasn’t Pabst – we haven’t had our lunch meeting yet) covered the expense to apply for tax exempt status for Alzheimer Chronicles, Inc., a non-profit organization I started last year.
  • I was turned down for several freelance writing jobs.
  • I was offered a freelance writing job.
  • My kids showered me with gifts and words of affirmation on Mother’s Day.

If I were to attempt to find my sense of worth in life’s circumstances, then this what I’ve got to work with, based on the bullet list above:

  • We like what you do.
  • We want you around.
  • We are interested in what you do.
  • We are proud of you and happy for you.
  • I wish you were dead.
  • You don’t matter.  What you say doesn’t matter.
  • We don’t need you.
  • We support what you do.
  • Other people are better than you.
  • You are better than other people.
  • We love and appreciate you.

Some people weigh the positive and the negative, and as long as the positive outweighs the negative, they feel good about themselves.  Likewise, if the negative outweighs the positive, they feel a diminished sense of self-worth.  Some people compare their perception of how others “score” on their equations with their own “score” so that even if they felt good about themselves, if someone else is better, then it doesn’t count any more.  And so on.

Thankfully, our true sense of worth is not found in what others say to us or do to/for us, it is found in God’s opinion of us.

Driscoll’s Disposable Earth

Posted: 7th May 2013 by admin in Current Events, Uncategorized

“I know who made the environment and he’s coming back and going to burn it all up. So yes, I drive an SUV.” – Mark Driscoll

It’s no secret that Mark Driscoll speaks his mind, despite the controversy that ensues.  It’s actually one of the things I like best about Driscoll.  Although I disagree with him regularly, at least I know that he doesn’t sugar coat his logic to people-please.

In response to Driscoll’s remark, I’d like to take a brief look at apocalyptic language.  In the book of Isaiah, apocalyptic language is employed to describe the fall of Bozrah:

All the stars in the sky will be dissolved and the heavens rolled up like a scroll; all the starry host will fall like withered leaves from the vine, like shriveled figs from the fig tree. [...] Edom’s streams will be turned into pitch, her dust into burning sulfur; her land will become blazing pitch!t will not be quenched night or day; its smoke will rise forever. From generation to generation it will lie desolate; no one will ever pass through it again.

You can step outside on a clear evening and see for yourself that the stars are still there.  You can book a flight to Jordan and take a tour of Bozrah to see for yourself that it is not burning.  Although scriptures say, “no one will ever pass through it again,” you most definitely can pass through it.

Apocalyptic language is regularly misinterpreted by well-intended people who prefer to have solid answers to exactly how God’s Plan of the Ages unfolds.  In the schema of fundamentalist evangelicals, apocalyptic language is justification for exclusivism, suspicion, and drama – they are in, but others are out, they are safe, but others are doomed, they are of Christ, but others are of the Antichrist.  Apocalyptic language, misapplied, is a weapon used to create a sense of urgency and crisis, which in turn, influences the daily decisions of those who subscribe to it.

In the simplest terms, apocalyptic language, misapplied, is justification for the creation of a social subculture that ultimately views the world, its resources, and its inhabitants as disposable.

Thankfully, many believers disagree with Driscoll’s view.  I’m one of them.

Admittedly, I could do more to preserve and protect what God has entrusted to me.  But I’m working on it.  I’m slowly shedding a lifetime of who-cares-it’s-all-going-to-burn-anyway indoctrination and replacing that impending-crisis thinking with hope for the future of all creation.  Here are a few practical ways that hope is applied in the day to day living of my family:

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A final thought for Driscoll and those who subscribe to his worldview: If you’re going to trash the earth, so be it.  But don’t do it in the name of Jesus.

Related: Donuts for the Duck, Duck, Damned

 

 

 

Something Strange and Wonderful

Posted: 6th May 2013 by admin in Uncategorized
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Something very strange and wonderful happened the other day at my graduation ceremony, aside from graduating, that is.  As I walked in the procession to be seated with the other graduating students, I wondered where, among the thousands of onlookers, my family might be.  My immediate concern was to make sure I followed the directions of the ushers directing us to our seats.  Once I was sure I was where I was supposed to be, I decided to have a look around, to see if I could spot them.  I looked up, and the very first person I saw was my husband Tim.  I thought that my eyes were playing a trick on me.  He was very far away.  Perhaps, I thought, this is just a man that resembles my Tim.  But as I scanned the people sitting in the row beside him, I saw other familiar faces.  So, it really was Tim.  Out of all those people, thousand of them, I looked immediately at Tim.  How could this be?

This reminded me of a science fiction concept invented by Orson Scott Card that resonates with me.  I’ve mentioned it in other blog posts. The Philotic Web.  The concept is explained in a Wikipedia article called Concepts in the Ender’s Game Series:

The Philotic Web is a philosophical and metaphysical construct of the Ender’s Game series of books by Orson Scott Card. The philosophy of philotes and the philotic web they create first appeared in Xenocide, the third book of the series. It describes the interconnection of [...philotes].

The web is the direct result of every philotic connection in the universe. These connections never touch each other in the truer sense of the word “web,” but every being can be linked to every other being by their interconnected philotes. These philotic connections are not static, and can be strengthened or weakened over time.  As [people] spend more time together and grow increasingly more affectionate and emotionally attached to each other, their connection grows stronger and stronger.

The philotic connections spoken of in the Enderverse can grow to monumental proportions based solely on emotional and “spiritual” connectedness. [...] Additionally, philotic connections can cause physical disturbance or emotional distress when severed.

This idea does have some basis in reality.  In quantum entanglement, particles can be linked in such a way that changing the quantum state of one instantaneously affects the other, even if they are light years apart.  Maybe Card’s science fiction isn’t as fictitious as it seems to be.

Have you ever experienced a remarkable moment, perceiving something beyond the ordinary means (the senses, previous knowledge, etc.)?  I call those God-moments.  And here I choose the word “moment” carefully – because it is a short but terribly significant moment, when I realize that we, humanity, know so very little of all that is knowable.  And just as soon as I become aware of the potential to tap into that knowledge, it dissolves into normalcy, leaving me feel thrilled and disappointed all at once.  Thrilled, because God created life as we currently understand it as a seed that will eventually “die” so that the seed can do what the seed does best – grow into something much greater than the seed.  Disappointed, because I was only granted a moment of perception about how profound and expansive the Light of Life really is.  Once that moment is gone, I’m left fumbling with words that seem to be entirely too awkward and limited to express a God-moment.

In the age of religion, science was viewed as heresy, if ever its discoveries or theories conflicted with scripture.  In the age of science, religion is irrelevant.  Or so it seems.

In a recent Huffington Post article, “Stephen Hawking: Big Bang Didn’t Need God,” Hawking asks, “Why are we here?”

To me, this question is a deeply spiritual question.  Religious?  I suppose it could be construed that way.  Had Hawking asked how or when or in what manner we are here, then his question would not pack the spiritual punch that it does.  WHY implies purpose.  For what purpose do we exist?  This question moves beyond the realm of repeatable experiments, sensory observations, data analysis, and the like.

The article doesn’t indicate that Hawking spent much time on attempting to answer WHY. He does, however, ask, “What was God doing before the divine creation? Was he preparing hell for people who asked such questions?”

Great question, Hawking.  Too bad so many people look to religion to find an answer.  One of the main points of contention I see between science and religion, is that religion, particularly Christianity, allows the Bible to be more influential in the understanding of Who God is and what God does than the actual Word of God.  Let me explain, borrowing the words of Ian Barbour (in context below):

 

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The Bible – A witness or record of redemptive events in which God is revealed

The Word of God – God’s love and forgiveness, mediated to us in Jesus Christ, confirmed in us by the Holy Spirit

Do you see the difference?  God’s heart is not leather-bound ink and paper.  When people try to limit the majesty and wonder of creation to the book, they lose sight of the wonder and majesty of creation.  Likewise, when people try to limit their understanding of WHY creation exists to science, they lose not only the answer to the question, but the question itself.

Regarding origins, Hawking ditches earlier theories that have since proven to be impossible and proposes that “time began at the moment of singularity, and this has likely occurred only once” and “multiple universes are created out of nothing.”  This sounds remarkably like the Bible.

In his blog, JOHN MACARTHUR: EVERYTHING EVOLUTION CAN’T EXPLAIN IN GENESIS 1:1, MacArthur writes,

Herbert Spencer, a non-Christian scientist, hailed as one worthy of many prizes in science, died in 1903. His greatest achievement, Herbert Spencer, was that he discovered the categories of the knowable. That is to say he determined that everything that exists fits into one of five categories. This was hailed as a massive, massive cataloging of realities. Spencer said, “Everything fits into one of these categories, time, force, action, space, matter,” and was hailed by the scientific community.

Genesis 1:1, “In the beginning,” that’s time, “God,” that’s force, “created,” that’s action, “the heavens,” that’s space, “the earth,” that’s matter. Everything that Herbert Spencer discovered in 1903, or before that, was in the first verse of Scripture.

Unfortunately, MacArthur mixes really cool observations like this, that have the potential to reveal how interdependent scientific and spiritual concepts really are, with other ridiculous nonsense like the following:

If we want to understand creation, if we want to understand origins, if we want to understand how the universe came into existence and everything that is in it, we have to look at theology, not science. And the source of theology is the Word of God in which God speaks. The Bible is not theory, the Bible is fact. The Bible is reality. The Bible is truth no matter what subject it addresses, but particularly with regard to origins since no one was here when God created, we have only His eyewitness account.

Theology literally means “study of God.”  Although scripture surely is included as “a” source of the “study of God,” it definitely is not “the” source.  Yes, God is revealed in scripture.  But so is genocide and slavery and a lot of other bizarre, unholy, disgusting, UNGODLY God-stuff.  The source of the “study of God” is the Word of God, that is, God’s love and forgiveness, mediated to us in Jesus Christ, confirmed in us by the Holy Spirit.

Do you see how MacArthur interchanges “the Word of God” and “the Bible”?  I’ve done the same thing myself.  But I’m making a conscious effort these days to differentiate between the two, because Christianity as a religion has exalted a book and their interpretation of it over Jesus Christ, Himself.

We must be able to understand the difference between:

A. The inspired truth in the book – the spirit of the law

B. The book itself – the word of the law

One way to make progress in this understanding is to stop labeling the two concepts with interchangeable names.  The spirit of the law is demonstrated to us in Jesus Christ.  The letter of the law is demonstrated to us by the words on the page.  The former trumps the latter, as is evidenced in the parable Jesus told about the Good Samaritan, which Jesus tells when an expert in the law tries to lead Jesus into a verbal trap – to openly contradict the law of Moses and justify the hostility of the all the other law-worshipping religious experts.  In this parable, the law-breaker, the guy who does not subscribe to a strict, wooden, literal interpretation of the words on the page, is the hero.  But is he really a law-breaker?  I guess how you answer this depends on whether you interpret the Bible as MacArthur does or as Jesus does.

I’ll close with this, from the Hawking article:

In another observation of modern religion, Hawking noted that in the 1980s, around the time he released a paper discussing the moment the universe was born, Pope John Paul II admonished the scientific establishment against studying the moment of creation, as it was holy.

“I was glad not to be thrown into an inquisition,” Hawking joked.

It’s time for believers to recognize the great service science has done and, God willing, will continue to do – revealing the absurdities and incongruities inherent in the letter-of-the-law worldview.

I disagree with Hawking regularly.  I disagree with MacArthur regularly.  The Word of God helps us to “test everything” these men say and “hold on to what is good” (1 Thessalonians 5:21).  To ensure that when I write “Word of God,” readers know what I mean, I’ll reiterate:

God’s love and forgiveness, mediated to us in Jesus Christ, confirmed in us by the Holy Spirit helps us to “test everything” these men say and “hold on to what is good” (1 Thessalonians 5:21).

Related: Those Who See May Become BlindTen Observations from Athiests (Part One)Ten More Observations from Atheists (Part Two)Five Final Observations from Atheists (Part Three)

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Posted: 29th April 2013 by admin in Uncategorized

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